1998 - Leaving East Coast Florida
I wish we moved straight to New Orleans instead of one of its suburbs, and I took so many wrong turns. I felt unaccepted meanly in undertone by people from the main city, just because my parents decided we'd move to the suburb but like I was a bad person. There was not much to do that I liked nearby ... just school and church.
2000
I miss how cozy things were and how real things were important.
2000s
I miss all the dreams and Hollywood dead leftover from my generation, like people born 1975-1995.
2005 - Coming Home From College in the Summer
I was doing piano, organ, violin, xylophone, and singing and wanted to do flute or oboe. Since my 2nd semester of college when I may have started struggling, teachers spoke to me with secret messages and clues. I came home, and supposedly I was being watched in private by one. I still was very complex, alive, and of sensation. It's too bad that eventually went away. I didn't practice all those instruments and much singing, neither, because I was trying to get something out of things as they were, but things dragged along and eventually it was an "epic fail."
2005/2006-2007 - Moving to Altamonte Springs, Florida, US
In 2005/2006, we moved from a cozy apartment in Winter Park to one in Altamonte Springs. They are probably adjacent, in the Orlando, Florida, US area. I was gonna take the larger bedroom with a porch, which is interesting because I'm outside right now for the nice weather; I felt tired in the house and it didn't feel as natural and was colder. Anyway, I said my little brother should have it and I set up in a small, cozy room, probably the wrong decision! as it changed the rest of my life what I did in there. I accidentally e-mailed advice to my friends and family/relatives for a few months, and they didn't respond. Well, I was probably already in trouble set in motion for failing 2 semesters of college and withdrawing from 2 others. I failed one online while I was there, too, just took too much, 18 hours, at least for General Studies online. Also, I posted, for some reason, my mom's and little brother's pictures online when they said not to and gave away my parents's ages; they didn't want this.
2007 - Why I Succumbed
I took ballet until I was age 20 years old. I quit so I would grow past 5'1", which my driver's license said, though I was actually shorter.